Today's workout:
Run 1000 m
50 thrusters w/ 1x16kg KB (25 holding it in each hand) - used 16kg
30 KB swings - used 16kg
Run 800 m
50 thrusters - used 16kg for some, then 12kg
30 swings - used 16
Run 320 m
50 thrusters - used 16 again - broke it up into sets of 5
30 swings
Felt like shit.
The rest of this is a personal rant...please feel free to not read it if you don't want to read me whining like a baby...
I hate days like this...I feel weak, tired, and really frickin' pissed off at everyone. I need to be more disciplined about going to bed when I need to...at 9 or 10, even if it means I don't see DH. The alternative is for me to stay up until 11:30 to have some time to talk to him when he gets home from work, and then I spend the day being pissed off because he sleeps in until 9 or 10 and then works so late. I didn't sleep well at all last night, and this morning I felt so tired and so, so heavy. My weight is up ~3-4 lbs, and Adam says I look like I've lost a lot of weight recently, so not sure what's going on there. I am so, so tired, and so pissed off about it. My appetite is way off too. I'll eat if something is made already, but since I'm the only one that makes food, it means I'm not eating a lot. I feel like its too much effort to make anything. My heart rate is still pretty normal though - resting, about 55 bpm, and I'm not sore at all, so I don't think its over-training, actually. I have a doctor appointment tomorrow morning...I'm going to ask them to check my hemoglobin and ferritin levels to see if this new iron I've been taking is just not doing it. This supplement is by Shaklee, and for some reason they put calcium in the iron supplement...well, I know that calcium inhibits iron absorption, so it seems pretty counterintuitive. This whole thing could be stress too...I am really, really stressing out about our financial situation and this tight, tight budget we're on. All my clothes are way too big for me, and I can't afford to replace them. I want to get another job, but my hours at the gym are so all over the place, I doubt anyone would be willing to work with my schedule. I am so, so frustrated and feeling hopeless and angry today...hopefully this is the low point of the day. I hope you all have a much, much, much better day than me. :)